Things to notice
Nothing much of interest today. I left work early last night [even though I was doing really well with my new position] because I thought I was having a reaction. As it turns out, I just scared myself and started hyperventilating, and that's why it seemed like I couldn't breathe. The nurses at the hospital just looked at me as if to say, "There's nothing wrong with you. You're wasting our time, so hurry up and leave." I had to sit there waiting for my 'release papers' listening to a woman in the room next to me getting a catheter put in. sigh. Then I went home, somewhat demoralized, and finished my paper. Which was a piece of crap, really. The sad thing is I don't care.
Cj works tonight, but I don't. I'll probably surf around, maybe clean... probably eat some reheated chicken fingers for dinner. Maybe a quiet night'll do me some good.