I'm doing a little better now.
It was just a lot of rejection to handle in one week. And it forces me to make the choice, "Do I settle for a day job that precludes me from taking theater jobs so I can move out of my parents' house, or do I sit tight for possibly the first six months to a year of my married life?
Also, am I going to be an impressive enough candidate by November to apply to graduate school again, or should I wait another full year?
And finally, what can I do right now to MAKE myself a more impressive candidate?"
These are the things on my mind right now. And now I need to get dressed and go press a button while a woman covered in glitter jumps around on stage.